I really wish I had some more to put down as far as advice and personal stories but I kind of don't. I deleted my POF profile for a few days after things went to hell with the last guy. I've been back on there though and no one's really caught my eye or attention, at least not for long. To be honest I can't stop thinking about the last guy, he's on my mind all day, and I have nothing negative to help him get off my mind. Life sucks...haha.
Anyways, I do have a bit of a horror story. I was online and someone asked to chat with me and I started to instant message this guy and he seemed nice, but you could tell he is just socially awkward. Within 24 hours he was asking me how much I liked him, how long it would take for us to become a couple, if I thought we would look good together as a couple. I felt bad for the guy, because he seems like a nice guy just lost or confused on how to get a girl. I tried to just talk to him but I had to tell him that he is just coming off desperate and needy and that, that isn't what anyone wants. Of course he stopped talking to me after that. Lol
So now I'm here, I'm sad, not depressed, I'm still tugging away and going on with my life, but I can't get that guy out of my head. I really screwed that one up.
So yeah...Now I'm just kind of lost and confused, I want to pick up the phone and call the guy or text him but I know I shouldn't. I just have this hope that maybe he's thinking about me too, maybe he wants to call me. Then again, if he did he would wouldn't he?
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